the truth.

every one always prepares themselves you know? you next day, next month, even next year. no one ever thinks that they might not even get there. that all those preparations could go to waste, and making them is wasting the little time you have left. we all always have to make choices. even if we our unaware of it, we are constantly making these choices. choice after choice. day after day, and what most don't see is that one little choice, one second, could make or break your existence. and even though we all witness choices being made every day of our lives, its still sad everytime we see someone make the wrong one.

the truth.

alot of times, you have no idea whats going to come next. nothing in life is planned out, you live... things happen and eventually one day you die. we dont know what day that will be on, or what hour. we have no idea how it will happen, or who we are going to leave behind in the end. we just know its coming, it could be right around the corner. so what you have to do is make the best of your life, enjoy every moment. you have to do everything you want to do, dont hold back, dont have regrets. just do it. thats what it comes down to. they say when you die your life flashes before you, im telling you this, make sure its worth watching.

it will be okay.

"The thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely, because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true. At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it, It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale is slightly different then your dream. The castle, well it may not be a castle. And it's not so important that it's happily ever after '' just that it's happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in a while, people may even take your breathe away."

death.

It doesn't matter what you have or what you don't. It doesn't matter who you are and who you want to be. It doesn't matter what might happen to me now because of my actions. When someone in your life, someone you loved,was going to die because of you, wouldn't you do anything to stop it?

love never fails.

So let's think back on all that has happened this year. Not on a list here. Just be honest with yourself. You see all the major ones first. Then the little things that made you smile, and the ones that made you sad. But always remind yourself of the ten good things there are for the bad ones. But that also works in reverse. It takes no more time to see the good side of life than to see the bad. So take your time to make yourself happy rather than be bitter about all that's happened. It may be a little hard to see any good, but it's always there if you look.

a sudden relization.

There are moments in your life that make you and sets the course of who you're going to be. sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one asks for their life to change, but it does. Its what you do afterwards that counts. Thats when you find out who you are.